Tonight the sun shall see its light.

MOS here i come

{ Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 4:03 AM }

its 31st! .
back to my old normal life. but hey, i'm 18 now. happy, or sad.
wad happened on my birthday?
1) celebrated with my friends. <3 and muacks. Thanks realy.
2) went 163 eat.
3) celebrated second round with another group of friends.
4) starhub service to my house had been cut off. -_- FFS
my birthday. the number realy not very necessary lor.
i cant really type wad i'm feeling now. a mixture of feelings,
thanks all for everything ok. im trying to make it short and sweet =)
thanks for the gift too. the treat. anywae
i'm leeching other ppls connection so tts why i'm able to blog.
so i better do it quick. or else later dc.

my birthday present! lol
eh yea. i got abit disappointed. not to see ppl i expected to see. sian. nvm. its all over already. my life's 18th birthday IS goNE!. no more.
haaa

today is basketball day, not dota day

{ Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @ 11:51 PM }

ffs. twisted my ankle during soccer in the morning,
made it worst during afternoon's basketball.

had it bandaged b4 playing lol.

amoskoh ar. injure leg still play,

now worst. zzz

well, pain like fkcu* now.

heres a pic. HAHA my beautiful feet.

didnt play for long , sit down there slack, eh i woke up at 9 + . super slpy sia...

took some pics while they were playing basketball. thats y.long in the pic juz above (act cool sia.)omfg wad happneed to LCP. z

well, gd luck to me and friends. hope i recover fast. HAPPY GO LUCKY AMOS PLZ. chao!

{ @ 1:50 AM }

wednesday,28th. 2 more fuckin days.
i'm gettting old.
amos ... amos... dun think so much, 18th birthday is juz another birthday.

juz came back from huiru's little 18th birthday celebration.
was quite fun. haha
bought a small little cake, but no one ate it. it was spread all over our faces. stupid weijie.

received a call from jassy,
told me farmart was expensive.
ok expensive then nvm la. dun go oso can i realy dun mind. u all decide lol.
as long as, we get together, have fun, chitchat. tts enough.
REALY.
see last year's post. we went to some stupid backyard eat zhucao.
and thats more than enough for me.
so...
but i'm abit worried la actually .
later quarrel or wad.
i will seriously sian . i rather say out now, than wait till after my birthday then say its fuckin sian becoz of conflict or wad. by then its too late already.
well.

one day, 24hours. i got hundreds of friends. how to invite all sia. LOL
HELP! give me 48hours of birthday can?

{ Sunday, March 25, 2007 @ 11:55 PM }

bu zhi bu jue. my TAKASHIMAYA life has ended.

for those who care to read.

thanks.

for the laughter and joy, SMLJ.

here i go. tok cok again.

haha

eh but realy. hahahaah thanks for making me enjoy working @ taka.

hahah david, that cokster. fuckin funny, heres him checkin out 4d while working -_-

wad a senior staff. (the one in blue)

today damn slack ar. but fckin sad too. like only 2 weeks. and 2hours after finishing work, i miss them already HAHA.

i wun forget u guyx. and... got fate meet again ok?

thanks and take care.

mUSICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCccc.

{ Saturday, March 24, 2007 @ 1:26 AM }

one question,
who can answer me.
how am i supposed to feel when i'm listening to a very nice music. as in song.
very touching, very nice!? lol
waD!

9to18.

{ Wednesday, March 21, 2007 @ 6:16 AM }

suddenly the whole world seems real to me.
when i was 8, i was always wondering how it would be like to be 18,
izzit fun? or izzit sian.
i can only say, no choice. z
no more dreams of getting bitten by a spider, no more weird powerrangers dream,
career, relationship, family and friends.
6.18am, not sure why i woke up so early,
something new sia haha,
but todays weather damn gd.
feel like sleeping, but cant slp.
i have work at 130pm later, and i'm not sure why i'm up so early.
i go play dota
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

thetable died.

{ Saturday, March 17, 2007 @ 12:08 AM }

woots, thats my living room table.

No more. hahahaha

my bro fell on it. it broke.

ask him whether injured or not, lucky nvr

then i went out,

OMGWTF jinglewould say BBQ

my laptop was ther, tunbalek.

i screamed, MY LAPTOP, drop on floor first time.

steady,

lucky laptop nvr spoil, my brother oso nvr spoil

weird haha today,

i found out my bro joined Xiao yuan Superstar. respect sia.

anywae, finished work at 640, super tired and hungfry

but went straight to 478 to play bb,

long time no play,

since new year i gues,

Long time lor,

nvr bring contacts,

no chioce juz play,

but went ther,

they started playin ful court, SIAN

6head under renovation so have to go away ground.

touched the ball for like 5mins ONLY,

then gg, 10pm le. went home .

nitez guyx, tml working,

i'llbe back wif my ljslack life ont he 25th. brb!

takashimaya! we can do!

{ Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 2:34 PM }

work work work work off off work

five days work, 2days off.
today and yesterday off. tml oso offf!!!
u know why?
cause MC. LOL
jassy's birthday yesterday, my father's birthday tml.
celebration TIME.
k juz this for now. goodbye!

aDream, thatdied

{ Sunday, March 11, 2007 @ 12:55 AM }

working @ taka.
haha. felt right.
somehow i was working to try and escape from all the problems i face.
and it works.
mayb this will make me work Till the END of the fair. haah
baby fair -_-
anywae.
i was at the cashier.
and i saw this uncle wif liverpool warmup T.
i said
"uncle ur shirt damn nice"
he replied.
"liverpool fan?"
i said yea blahblahblah
he told me
"i juz went to anfield to watch the semis. the atmosphere, u wun believe it."
i was ... guttered.
anfield will soon be empty with the arrival of the new stadium. stanley park.
i fucking wan to visit anfield, witness the KOP's chants and the support that LFC fans give.
u watch the video on the right of my blog. how i wan to be part of it.
i got mayb 1 or 2years the most to get rich fly to england and watch LFC.
but mayb thats not gonna happen?
anywae that uncle told me
"go for it boy. u wun regret."
"go get a tour package, bout a thousand plus ONLY!."
i said yea. only....
that guy filthy rich.
nth to say.
well. tired. tml got work. ..

1 of the KOP

{ Thursday, March 08, 2007 @ 11:17 PM }

When you walk through a storm,
Hold your head up high,
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of a storm,
There's a golden sky,
And the sweet silver song of a lark.
Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Though your dreams be tossed and blown..
Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart,
And you'll never walk alone.......
You'll never walk alone.
_________________________________
YNWA
see for urself on the vidsection on the right, MUST SEE!

chiong the nxt 2 week, then blog

{ @ 1:33 AM }

OFF ,
no blogging for 2 weeks.

ok no la joking, this 2 weeks,
blog entries will be short,
how short?
this short.
TA-KA-SHI-MA-YA
WE CAN DO!
fuck. baby fair. -_-

i CAN hold on for too long. =)

{ Sunday, March 04, 2007 @ 12:20 AM }

had a eventful week. =)
and theres 2 more things to look forward to.
this coming tuesday night's Champions league match

Liverpool VS Barcelona.

and jing le's blog

HAHA
gonna help him find some blogskins.

gg to amos' family.

{ Friday, March 02, 2007 @ 1:54 PM }

juz came back from chalet.
just one day away from home i see weird things happening.
my brother's msn account. got MY PICS! my super ugly pics.
i dun think hes stupid lor, he should know how to use explorer to view pics.
he told me he was only using it to see see only.
smlj. tok to him on the phone. he jitao say later i go home then talk la. then cut me off.
WTF. its fuckin sian u know.
msged him saying that i was fuckin pissed he told me 'like i even care'

he once got into trouble in zss. and i realy thought it was cool u know, telling that idiot 'like i even care'
he told me that.
i can say my heart shattered man. dun know why .
but fuckin true.

so worried that when he gets to secondary sch he'll get into the troubles that i've gotten into.
so fuckin worried.
but when i knew he was going to zss, i was super relieved.
ppl like wei jie, yankuang, can look after him.
at least he'll be living his sec sch life like a normal kid.
i saw his msn nick . something like 'sec sch life so boring canot go unity'
u know how fuckin disappointed i was?
i know zss not a gd sch. but at least he'll be safer ther.
wif all those lj ppl extorting , threatening
which bro wouldnt b worried. knn

FUCK.
frens quarrel.
family oso quarrel.
i hate my life.

my parents realy dun like seeing us quarrel,
and i juz dun want to let them wry,
my bro tok to me like i'm some kind of idiot.
he make me feel so fuckin useless u know.
i dun even hav the authority to lecture them
fuck usually when their home, my parents have to work.
i'm still the eldest wad.
why cant i try to kp them tel them wad i feel is wrong?
is that wrong?
FUCK U TELL ME LA. CB
many times i tried not to hit him u know, he realy make me feel like doing so.
i tried throwing chairs around. tried hitting walls and shit,
i even tried locking up the computer, dun let him play his favorite games,
but fuck. after like half an hour later i will go unlock the comp for him without him asking.
i dun even know why
HE KNOW OR NOT CB.
now he treat me like this , i may sound like gay or sissy or wadeva fuck.
but i'm fuckin hurt .
u know how much pressure i've been under or not. wrying boutwhether u 2 are safe at home or not.

izzit becoz i haven spent more time wif them?
that they'll become so fuckin disrepectful?
i cant even try to ask him properly wad happened?
he fuckin give me attitude.
say its not his fault. should find out the truth b4 scolding him?
LANJIAO.
i called my sis to ask b4 i even think of him lor.
FUCKING CB. mayb they think i dun even care.
mayb i'm a fuckin uselless bro .
mayb i should juz dun care so much bout them, coz i juz realised he dun even care.

find time, it helps

{ Thursday, March 01, 2007 @ 2:40 PM }

think the way u want.
sometimes u think ppl wun get insulted by the comments u've made.
i remember telling someone, my close fren for 5years
"eh i know i suck, i dun lend u money even if i have. i'm petty. but u're also a useless backstabbing fag."
u think tts gonna work, gonna make me solve all the problems and conflicts i have wif him?
no.
3 bad points i confessed to him
1 about him.
i ended up being hi & bye frens wif him.
tts it.
simple.
well if anyone is not happy wif this post. u can always flood my tagboard, blog urself. or come spam my msn. flood my email.
i dun care.
not gonna affect me anywaes.
i have no means to shoot anybody.
i dun give a damn to the clique already.
wad is clique?
juz a group of frens tts all
by giving ourselves extra pressure so that we'll be able to point someone's mistakes out.
just becoz we think that in a clique, everyone has to be so gd to each other.
might as well end it

----
goin chalet wif czc and gang. mayb i'll enjoy my time more wif that group of frens.
fuck
meet ping 3.30pm now i'm still home . chiong liao. bye

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