Tonight the sun shall see its light.

thou shall not do that.

{ Monday, June 11, 2007 @ 1:00 PM }

hey, can i ask a question.
why do we avoid a particular guy, friend, or even a gd friend?

most likely the answer is because that guy has done something or has been doing something that we cant take no more.
i have been 'condemned' myself. i remember during secondary sch's sec1 orientation camp. i was with them . my gd friends. we were at the camp as prefects. ha.
that camp made me learn something.

it was like normal days. except u get a bunch of freshie secsch kids coming in, u get to lecture them, teach them about some crap moral values. LMAO.
but something was missing, it was like, weird. hmm
my friends. felt like they were starting to avoid me, they werent talking to me anymore,
they even gave me those weird faces as if they dun even wanna hear me speak.

i forgot it was who but one of them still came to me, told me
'amos, i think theres something wrong with you, they not quite happy sia'

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(summarised version arh, dun blame me if i got some parts wrong.)

wa, that time i damn sad, yet angry , i felt as if i didnt do anything wrong. that they asked for too much. knn . i got do anything to insult them meh?
ccb. but i think it was boon . the innocent him . hahaha hahahaa lmao . he was beside me that time. he was the only one who would talk to me still .
he told me , 'i duno wad u do wrong but just change la. '
i duno, so i tried to reflect .
but still nothing came out.
so i decided. just try to do the right things now. like think from every step right now . whether ii would just blame them, wad? they my gd friends and they do this to me? fuck? it'll only make them feel irritated, make things worst. or
mayb i could just change to show that i'm really concerned , and that i wan to get their friendship back.

u know wad i mean?
something like that .
hey. i really thank boon now.
if he werent there to tell me that there was something wrong with me.
i'd be friendless now.
hahaa .
tt sucks . woo .

simple

its you and a group of friends.
suddenly one doessomething the others dun like.
they try to change him ,
talk to him ,
give him advice.
kp him .
tel him stop doing all thesee.
tel him change his thinking .
for wad?
for himself lor,
if he even treat you as a friend he would really try to change.
if he doesnt change , u cant do anything more, u already tried.

i dun know wad to say anymore. gd luck!

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