Tonight the sun shall see its light.

goodolddays.

{ Friday, August 29, 2008 @ 1:44 AM }

i miss the fucking secondary school days,
where you either have a very good guy friend,
or you have a very close girl friend.
or you have a girl friend.

ppl are always so free you tend to talk to one another alot,
even when its not necessary.
you can chat and say and discuss about how u feel ur troubles and all without wrying that ur image might be destroyed.

i remember the sec school holidays,
where its just wake up and find some thing to do.
wake up and call a friend, sms or msn a friend and get new plans for the day.
or else just meet up somewhere chill out.
i remember boon's morning message: " mos, going where today?"
lol.
now its like when i wake up, i either have to go to work.
or i get some ppl reminding me to return the money or some shit.
ok i know its my own fault my own doings and thats why i'm complaining in this blog.
i can only say life at this part of time is GAN PHUA SIAN.

now jing le is in camp.
not much time for me either coz he has to accompany yihui hahaa.
makes me feel liike i've lost a close friend.
already 2am and i'm still sitting in front of the computer. awake.
because i've been sleeping the whole day. i didnt know what to do.

now i'm trying to find some way to spice up my life like make it more entertaining.
because i know tml when i wake up. and i realise its time to go to work.
i will get very upset.
and i will feel like quitting the job.
i would feel like its okay, i'm still 19 its still early i can enjoy my holidays without working.
but the fact is, i still owe a huge amount of money .
i have to get this pay.

i feel so pathetic .
im telling this blog like its my closest friend, as if it'll respond and comfort me or something.

Liverpool

{ Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @ 3:54 PM }

when i fucking get my pay the first thing i'll do is get the jersey!
Liverpool new home kit!
maybe i'll work even after the fair , then i'll have be $_$ eheheheh.

ok right now i'm having a 2day off .aahahahah
best best . resttttttttttttttt
but the badnews is that that guy from acer just took my laptop back to repair it.
2-3 days without my laptop :(((((((((((((((((((( noooooooooo.
when i get my laptop i'll report on the condition ok lol!

Takaaaaaa.

{ Monday, August 25, 2008 @ 12:13 AM }

been working at taka these few days, so busy .
its wake up prepare and go to taka.
finish work, punch out, and head back home.
reach home take a shower then go to sleep.

anyway its been really slack lah at taka, ive been standing there without much to do.
and i've been thinking. . again!
this time about what i'm gonna do with my life.
and for now, i feel like just going somewhere far , open a cafe, where ppl can hangout, study, chill or whatever. it'd be damn nice. and i'd be running the place. wa, not bad ah. hahahaha
that place has to be some nice peaceful place. where the ppl are interesting and all.
ok maybe its just day dream, but i really feel like doing this lol

hopefully i'll be able to haah.

18.

{ Monday, August 18, 2008 @ 5:46 AM }

i never ever thought that the 18th year of my life would be like that.
it was kinda good. but short.
i got my license. im still in school.
i should be enjoying this right now.
but why is it like this?

i've already regretted.
my 18th year on earth has gone just like that.
and now, its the 19th year, and its gonna come to an end soon.
i can dare say i screwed up my life man.

ok tomorrow's the exam day. not really prepared though.
everyday i go to sleep thinking about my destiny and stuff like that you know?
what is future amos gonna be like?
is he gonna be someone successful, or not?

i guess what i wanna say is that i'm lost.
u know how it is that in tv shows and everything there always seem to be this really old wise guy who pops out of nowhere and guides the main character to a wonderful ending ?? lol
i need to meet that really old guy. where are you?
can you tag or something like that? LOL

{ Saturday, August 16, 2008 @ 8:44 AM }

went with frances go stadium for a 2.4 run,
woo not bad , still able to pass.
but not good enough only got a 11min
nvm, still time to improve eh.

ONE FINE DAY. I'LL MOVE TO ANOTHER COUNTRY, WHERE ITS NOT LIKE SINGAPORE.
AND LIVE.
zz

{ Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 8:57 PM }

i've disappointed all of my friends,

i went back to gamble.

now i've lost like near to 1k.

helpless.

{ @ 6:10 AM }

i'm in deep shit.
nobody can help me now.

{ Tuesday, August 12, 2008 @ 5:29 AM }

i feel like im supposed to do something bigger.
something more.
more than just watching movies on my laptop, playing basketball and playing games.
something is there for me to do, somewhere is already there for me to be.
but i just cant figure out what.
it feels like, you know how sometimes it can be where you forget the melody of a song. you know its there somewhere in ur head, and you just sit there trying to remember the tune and although its very frustrating. you just had to find out.
yeaa something like that.

Happy birthday Singapore!

{ Saturday, August 09, 2008 @ 8:17 PM }

didnt seem like the previous national days.
like any other normal day but with nice weather :)
todays weather so nice ah.
make me feel like slacking .

hey ask me out go track run or what ok i need to time my 2.4
i dun wan spend money . in debt now :(

{ @ 6:13 AM }

its not where it takes you, its how you get there.

today is fucking not a very nice day, spoiled by some nudos and some pedos.
and what exactly is nudo, and pedos?
go find out yourself. then tell me.
i did something really stupid, i went to 163 for 15mins then went back home.
petrol free one sia.

Change.

{ Wednesday, August 06, 2008 @ 7:57 AM }

so the first change i'm gonna make in my life today is .
to actually wake up in the morning. and sleep at night.
ok at least i try ok? no guarantees.
now its 8am. and i'm awake!

was watching grey's anatomy yesterday and i started wondering whether there was any more after season 4. then i thought, that maybe if there wasnt anymore it'd made the show even better. you get what i mean? like maybe too much of something good would make it meaningless.

lately its still been meaningless.
i still dun get wad i'm supposed to do with my life.
maybe time will tell, or maybe i really have to keep figuring out.
idk.

somebody saveeeee meeee!!! haha.

Hello goal of my life.

{ Monday, August 04, 2008 @ 5:20 AM }

just this weekend, i thought it would be kinda enjoyable.
nothing to think about.
hmm, guess i was wrong.
i was thinking, what am i supposed to do. . .
what are my fucking goals.
i just keep living my life like that, school basketball tvshows.
....................................
cant go on like thisssssss.

{ Sunday, August 03, 2008 @ 9:28 PM }

i hate the fucking SUN.
i hate the fucking SUN.
i hate the fucking SUN.
i hate the fucking SUN.
i hate the fucking SUN.

i hate the fucking weather.
i hate the fucking weather.
i hate the fucking weather.
i hate the fucking weather.

my fucking ipod cable is gone!!!!
my fucking ipod cable is gone!!!!
my fucking ipod cable is gone!!!!
my fucking ipod cable is gone!!!!
my fucking ipod cable is gone!!!!
my fucking ipod cable is gone!!!!

{ @ 2:50 AM }

ICE CREAM(originally iced cream) is a frozen dessert made from dairy products, such as milk and cream, combined with flavorings and sweeteners, such as sugar, and possible other ingredients.

i have a big craving for chocolates and icecream lately. damn-it
im gonna start eating lotsa chocos, heheh can train my stamina for 2.4km run too.
cause eat more + run more = no weight gain, right?

just now went 163 to celebrate zixin's bdae. belated one.
then we talked alot. EMO sia.

tml morning basketball at 8am. so earlyyyy.
never mind. i need the sun now. big big one.

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