Tonight the sun shall see its light.

goodolddays.

{ Friday, August 29, 2008 @ 1:44 AM }

i miss the fucking secondary school days,
where you either have a very good guy friend,
or you have a very close girl friend.
or you have a girl friend.

ppl are always so free you tend to talk to one another alot,
even when its not necessary.
you can chat and say and discuss about how u feel ur troubles and all without wrying that ur image might be destroyed.

i remember the sec school holidays,
where its just wake up and find some thing to do.
wake up and call a friend, sms or msn a friend and get new plans for the day.
or else just meet up somewhere chill out.
i remember boon's morning message: " mos, going where today?"
lol.
now its like when i wake up, i either have to go to work.
or i get some ppl reminding me to return the money or some shit.
ok i know its my own fault my own doings and thats why i'm complaining in this blog.
i can only say life at this part of time is GAN PHUA SIAN.

now jing le is in camp.
not much time for me either coz he has to accompany yihui hahaa.
makes me feel liike i've lost a close friend.
already 2am and i'm still sitting in front of the computer. awake.
because i've been sleeping the whole day. i didnt know what to do.

now i'm trying to find some way to spice up my life like make it more entertaining.
because i know tml when i wake up. and i realise its time to go to work.
i will get very upset.
and i will feel like quitting the job.
i would feel like its okay, i'm still 19 its still early i can enjoy my holidays without working.
but the fact is, i still owe a huge amount of money .
i have to get this pay.

i feel so pathetic .
im telling this blog like its my closest friend, as if it'll respond and comfort me or something.

Say.

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