Tonight the sun shall see its light.

2b here i come

{ Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 12:06 AM }

i'll go for 2b

work hard for money.

see how things go.

byebye

{ Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 12:15 AM }

its not getting any better.
who can help make it better?
who can help going into the next day any easier?
who can let me know what i'm walking into.

it wouldnt hurt, right?

{ Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 2:06 PM }

my taka days are over.
in a flash,

i don't know what i'm feeling right now.
i'm sad that im officially jobless now.
i'm happy that i dun have to go to work in the morning.

but i have no choice. this is my destiny!
time to get another job.
something that i can learn some fucking skill from.
something that may change my life :):):)
time to start the search !

holiday. i mean, off day

{ Monday, September 08, 2008 @ 1:37 PM }

another 2 day off heheh.
one mor week to the end of this taka fair. will miss working there hahaaha. next sem maybe.
or i'll find another job hahaa.
today is a special day, ling's birthday
so,
Happy Birthday !
okay . . eh why is the font still so big?
anyway today i had a weird dream. i dreamt that a good friend of mine had an accident and another friend of mine was wearing a wedding gown, and dinosaurs were attacking me.

okay so far thats it. post later. bye!
oh yea new song imba , enjoy

{ Monday, September 01, 2008 @ 11:27 PM }

now i realise the previous things i was emoing about,
those things that i was worried about.
there were just basic level of sadness.
i'm beginning to lose appetite i realise.
and i don't even feel like picking up a pen i drop just a few minutes ago outside my house.
i just saw it falling out of my bag.
u know like those slow motion type .
and there you go, the pen is on the ground.
i just opened the door and went in.

like i will say, 'damn cui'
just when things are starting to look better for me.
just when i thought those days were over.
its like i just stabbed myself in the chest again and again .
and no one could help.

and about her,
im doing things a step at a time, not planning at all.
because i knew that if i stopped and think. i'd back out
i would not be there waiting at the bus stop for her to finish work.
i wouldve gone home straight.
and then there she was, saying hi .
it happened a little too fast for me i didnt have time to think.
i just didnt know what to say .
and it made things so awkward.

life at this point really feels like a part where i'm all by myself.
i have to solve my own problems and all.
because i can .
i can but i dun really think i have the strength to do this.
i start to wonder why this had all happened.
why i was so dumb.

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